Post by IAR on Jul 16, 2014 22:49:04 GMT -5
A man full of hurt and pain. I ask for prayer of what is going on in my life and for the Lord to guide me in this time. I feel like I tried too much and still failed at it all. I put my fiance in place of like we were already married. Everything seemed to back fire on me ending with unfaithfulness. I begged to go to church counceling and guidance but seemed like we never made it on her behalf. I prayed upon doing the right thing and not giving up even at worst times and kept my faithfulness. Things got worst for me and had to take off from my home with my two older kids who are from a previous relationship but of the same situation. We have a one year old boy. It breaks my heart that he has to go through this not knowing what's going on.
I consider myself a family man which I ended up not having any friends dedicating my time with my family and work. I'm lost and feel hopeless. I know there's a reason the Lord has this on my path. I need the Lords guidance and your prayers at this time. I ask him for forgiveness if by this happenning twice to me is not actually me being wrong. You saw everything and need your help to guide me on my next step...I would like to be Saved. A Family Man that would like a family to grow old with no matter what life brings but stay united.
I consider myself a family man which I ended up not having any friends dedicating my time with my family and work. I'm lost and feel hopeless. I know there's a reason the Lord has this on my path. I need the Lords guidance and your prayers at this time. I ask him for forgiveness if by this happenning twice to me is not actually me being wrong. You saw everything and need your help to guide me on my next step...I would like to be Saved. A Family Man that would like a family to grow old with no matter what life brings but stay united.